Staring at the cracks in my ceiling (Midterm)

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Staring at the cracks in my ceiling has made me realize

My biggest fears have all come true.

I am nothing,

With or with out you

I am nothing.

This insignificance,

This nothingness.

My darkest fears

They control me

They take over.

I need to break free

I want to break out.

Whether it's in my head, 

Or if it's all real

It keeps me awake at night,

paralyzed with fear

With this fear comes demons
and the demons

Keep me still in my bed
paralyzed with fear,

Staring at the cracks in my ceiling.